Michiel Alberts, Michael Beards, Roberto de Jonge,
Bram de Sutter, Djibril Diallo, Janica Draisma,
Janica Draisma, Eibenschutz, Claire Fleury,
Saar Frieling, Paulien Geerlings, Liesbeth Gritter,
Jeanette Groenendaal, Gonnie Heggen, Christiane Hommelsheim,
Robbert Kiem Hwat So, Cees Krijnen, Michelle Kurzenacher,
Nadine Lavern Coles, Christiane Lopes da Cunha, Roberta Marques,
Nancy Mauro-Flude, Ghani Minne, Yasha Musatov,
Allessandro Nico Savino, Nicola Nord, Stefano Odoardi,
Roy Peters, Marta Pisco, Janja Rakus,
Kees Roorda, Sanchez, X,
Ine te Rietstap, Betsy Torenbos, Nicola Unger,
Mette van der Sijs, Wouter van Loon, Judith Wilske,
Pepijn Zwanenberg,
  name: Janja Rakus

title: Epilepsy,my Love /1st phase result/

text:  ěIf we seriously wish to create life, rather then only consume it,
then we must develop our NERVES.î
(Ritsaert ten Cate)

ěWhen I was a little kid my mother told me not to stare into the
sun.
But once when I was five I did.
Doctors didnít know if my eyes will ever heal.
I was terrified and lonely in the darkness.
Slowly light crept into the bandage.
I could see, but something else had changed inside of me.
Thatís how my first absence started.î

R.E.M. seizures

...........and if I die, before I wake.............
...........and if I die and then awake.............


Epilepticís Song

Sharp wave
Spike and wave
Polyspike and wave
Brain wave
Flash dance
Flash of light
Explosion of memory
Absence
Trembling
Electrical touch
Electrical zip
Electrical kiss
Vertigo
Aura
Deja vu
Jamais vu
Too big
Too small
To fall
Or
Not to fall
Hypergraphika
Ecstatika
Dark side of the moon
Motionless staring in the room

Driving to the hospital
Listening to the radio

ěIím not in love, but Iím gonna fuck you
ëtil somebody better comes alongî

Empty halls
Horrible smell

And again

Sharp wave
Spike and wave
Polyspike and wave
Brain wave
Flash dance
Flash of light
Explosion of memory
Absence
Trembling
Electrical touch
Electrical zip
Electrical kiss
Vertigo
Aura
Deja vu
Jamais vu
Too big
Too small
To fall
Or
Not to fall
Hypergraphika
Ecstatika
Dark side of the moon
Motionless staring in the room

200 mg of lamotrigin
200 mg of carbamazepin

But

Always look on the bright side of life!


P.S. Theatre of the future is NeuroTheatre

P.P.S. Maybe.







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